Senior Week

This week is senior week, where are graduating seniors get recognized and applauded for graduating and what not. And it makes me sad that their living and that these four years go by so fast. High school went by so fast and I couldn't wait to get out of their. Not that I am saying I want to go back, but I wish that I was more appreciative of the time I had with no responsibilities. Senior weeks also makes me sad that I will be gone next year, and I kind of regret that decision I made but I know its what I really want to do and experience, so I just have to hope for the best. It was weird because tonight I was given gifts to seniors I hardly talked to but they said I made them happy whenever I talked to them. Its satisfying to know that even though I hardly talk to someone I can still impact their life in a positive way (: I love our seniors and tonight really made me proud to be a Delta Zeta. Even though we don't have a house (yet) sisterhood is what matters and if our house burns down (better fucking not)  (and when we get one) I know my sisters will be right there by my side no matter what. And THAT is why I chose greek life. BYE

North Carolina!

Today I found out that for my national student exchange I am going to North Carolina! I am so nervous and excited because I am going not just for one semester, but the whole academic year!!! I just hope that I am able to affiliate with the Delta Zeta at that school or else I won't have a place to stay or no anyone on campus. Some of the credits I need sophomore year are going to transfer back here so I  will be able to graduate on time still or semester after, nothing to bad. Also, I am able to take classes that aren't offered here, make connections across the country, and experience what the south is like! I have an under lying hope that I will get an accent AND find my perfect fraternity, pre-med, southern, husband who will laviler me and we can get married! My mom is sad that I am leaving for a year but excited to road trip down there with me because she has never been either. As for my dad, he's super excited because he lives in Florida and thinks he's going to visit me on the weekends every couple months and see how I'm doing in college. Hah, yeah we'll see. But yeah, I emailed the president of that chapter and their CCD today so I am hoping to hear back from them sometime tomorrow! so yeah thats all. BYE

LAST DAY

Today was the last day that I had to work for the school year! It was so nice. But I am probably going to work there next year in the fall until I leave for Alabama. I still need to go talk to that guy about it and turn in the application which is going to leave me $250 dry! But it'll be worth it when I save money second semester! I am able to pay Alabamas in state which is so much cheaper than what I am paying now. I just need to figure out a place to stay for first semester because I do not feel like paying almost a thousand dollars a month to live in fucking wallace. I would rather pay this much if we had a house. I'm currently looking on craigslist for someone to live with but we shall see how this goes because I am going to be leaving at semester. I found one group of people who are looking for roommates so I am hoping they respond and we can meet up. It works because they already have a lot of furniture so i would just need stuff for my bedroom. I really hope they respond and it all works out. That's all for now. BYE

Free Time

I am literally so excited to say that I am done with homework before 11pm and i am currently in bed awaiting for my netflix time. This NEVER happens! I am only doing this because 1) all my homework is complete 2) I got a 79% on my math test! How pathetic is that, I am way to excited to get a C on a test. Thats how fucking much i have been struggling in this damn class. Furthermore, this week is filled with excitement! My last day of work is tomorrow! I am so excited to be done! But scared at this same time because 1) work keeps me busy 2) my main way of income obviously and without it I am broke as FUCK 3)GROUND BREAKING IS ON FRIDAY!!!!!!!! Our house is finally being built after all these years of being looked down upon and bitches being dumb bitches! It is here! our past national president Michelle Albrect Smith is coming to the ceremony, our ELC Lisa is here for her last visit, alumnae are coming, AND other chapters may in attendance for this. Not to mention we're inviting other chapters to this monuments event. So needless to say this is a huge deal, we're all freaking out and are super excited for this to finally happen. 3) Turtle Tug is Saturday. This is our main philanthropy that goes to the painted turtle camp for children who are extremely ill are able to receive medical care with their families all while enjoying a summer at camp. I am so excited for this week and I am one step closer to going home! Thats all for now. BYE

Thursday

I am currently sitting in my ISEM class trying to get all of my blogs down because its Vandal Friday and we can't do homework/study in front of them. There are to many rules for this weekend, and it really sucks. So far, I woke up, got ready, continued my study guide, saw the man of dreams again (he's a co-worker) and now I am in class. I really don't want to go to work because I would much rather do other stuff. OH! I forgot to mention that I am trying to spend spring semester of 2015 in another part of the country! Only because studying abroad is super expensive and some schools could allow me to pay instate with the financial aid I get from Idaho which would be AWESOME! And some schools have a Delta Zeta so I could be apart of that chapter for a semester, which would be equally as awesome. So far the schools are all in the South because I don't want the cold, I want warmth. SO yeah, that's all. BYE

ISEM

For my ISEM basically all we have to do is watch horror movies, talk about them, and then write three essays throughout the semester. Literally the easiest class of my life. However, we are put in groups in the beginning of the semester towards the end (now) we have to make a horror trailer that has to coincide with something thats happening now in todays society. Well wednesday we got together to create a story board that depicts one scene from our trailer. We met at the fish bowl then went up to Alpha Gamma Rho to take photos for the story board. It took like 10 minutes but I lille my group so we all ended up just hanging out and talking. I found out one of my sorority sisters, there sweetheart, was there so when everyone left I went to hang out with her. We stayed there until 1 in the morning talking and doing homework before she gave me a ride back to DZ. where we proceed to sit in her car and just about life and everything. We sat there for so long a police officer pulled up behind us and kindly told us to leave. So I didn't get to bed til around 3 in the morning and I was hopping to get to bed at 11. On the bright side though, I was able to sleep in until 10, so thats my life. Thats all, BYE.

Tuesday

Tuesday night turn up. Not really. My life fucking sucks. I am such a lame ass. School work repeat. Other than the fact that I am abnormally tired, nothing is new. I really need to figure the fuck out where thee hell I am going to stay next year and what the hell I am going to do with my life. So yeah, theres that. Plus vandal friday is this week so I am not excited about that because I have a test on friday and I can not study for it because it's not allowed. I hope this is 100 words because I got shit to do. bye

My Bad

My bad. I completely forgot to write a blog post every single day last week. But in my defense I was out of control busy and forgot to sleep at some points. Being so busy lead me to drink an overwhelming amount of tequila shots on thursday night. Which is not an excuse but I was beyond stressed and could't wait until the weekend and I deeply regretted it the next morning when I woke up with the worst possible hangover. Like, no shit, this was the worst one I've have ever had. I seriously couldn't move the next morning and I had told myself I was going to do all these things but I tried to get out of bed and the whole room was spinning so I was like, hell no. I talked to a lady at the help desk and I am 89% sure she could smell alcohol on me and started talking to me like a 12 year old. I probably deserved it because I looked like a hot mess. I grabbed some food and barely ate it because it didn't remotely sound appealing, then went back to bead and slept through my 10:30 business class and didn't wake up until 11:30 am, just in time for my environmental science class. Classy I know. Then after that I went to work until 9pm and proceeded to go to the Beta Rave afterward. However I did not drink because just the mention of alcohol didn't sit well with my stomach. So, I just took care of drunk people, made sure they made it to bed safely, and proceeded to embarrass the shit out of myself in front of someone in my english class. It was a case of mistaken identity that I will explain in the next post. BYE

Moms Weekend

I am so excited to for my mom to come down tomorrow! I haven't spent quality time with her in a long time! She only lives two hours away but its very hard for her to come down with both of our schedules because she to works three jobs and I work and have homework to do. So I am very grateful that I at least get Saturday off to see her. Unfortunately I have to work on sunday which blows because I would like that day to do homework, but no. She hopefully comes down at around 11 and then we'll go to brunch, Phi Delta Thetas philanthropy, and whatever else we want to do! Even if she doesn't want, I am making her go at least one fraternity party, then she can go to bed. I don't care what she says. Oh fuck I just remembered I have work at two today! okay Ill be off now. I hope this is 100 words. okay BYE!!!

Sophomore

I can't believe it's time to start planning for sophomore classes. It literally feels like yesterday I was doing this at Vandal Friday. All eager and excited to get to college to get away from stupid classes and take classes necessary for my major. HAH! that was some bull shit. My freshmen year has been filled with good times, bad decisions, alcohol, homework, and work. It's been a grand time getting to know so many people here, seeing everyones true colors was especially fun. I am so excited for my sophomore year though. I can't wait to see all the new freshmen, make friends with them, and possibly guide them in the right direction. Most importantly, GOING TO DENMARK! thats right, its set in motion! I am currently filling out the application for the host university in Denmark. Words cannot describe how excited but completely scared I am to be studying abroad. I look forward to seeing what that country has in store for me. BYE

Tuesday

Man, this weather has me feeling some type of way! I am in love! It makes me want summer so bad! Even though I have to take summer school, at least the weather will be nice. I can't wait to see all my friends back home! so excited to raise some hell like old times. Mobbin' down division to Gonzaga University and yelling at random people we see on the sidewalk. Cliffjumping, swimming, bon fires, late nights and early mornings. Just thinking about it is making me excited for everything! AHHH! the end of school needs to come sooner. Mainly because I am sick of math. But thats a rant for another time. Because I feel like thats all I rant about. But seriously they NEED to get rid of polya! its so stupid and time consuming. BYE

Bills

I hate paying bills. I hate being an adult. I hate everything. It sucks to see all your hard work from working 8 hour days go away by a click of a button. All because it's the first of the month. I am so jealous of the people who are to rich to care. Theres a girl in my sorority whose entire family is LOADED, and she doesn't understand why some of us work so much or why we can't afford to live in. Thats what really gets me is how arrogant people can be. Especially her. Her family has two houses, a vacation home in California, lake houses, snowmobiles, boats (plural), and so much else. Ugh. If I ever become rich I am teaching my kids the value of a dollar. And their rich asses are working for whatever money I give them. God damn it. BYE

Vandal Friday

I am kind of excited about vandal friday because I want to inspire a girl or show her a good time. Thats what happened to me as a freshmen. I had so much fun! This year I have to work but I hope to make it to the events after 8pm like swing dancing and what not. I met a lot of cool people last year and I hope I am able to do the same. Today was "vandal thursday" and the girl one of my friends had wanted to swing dance. We went to Beta Theta Pi because thats what they were doing all night and I was able to get her to dance with 3 guys. I hope she had fun because I tried to help out in making her night fun and memorable. I had to leave early though because I had homework due at midnight and I'm pretty sure I didn't do so hot. But I don't give a damn. Thats all. BYE.

High School

Sometimes I hate being at Idaho because greek life is so prominent on this campus, and everyone judges you solely based on what house you're in or if you're not in a house. It seriously feels like fucking high school all over agin and sometimes it makes me want to transfer. Like there are certain girls who tend to be more catty or bitchy towards other girls and it just flat out rude. They literally sit there and laugh behind a girls back. I hate this so much.  I hate witnessing it and having it down to me. Its mostly the girls I hate because they're so rude to one another its disgusting to watch. Almost every girl sits with a scowl on their face as if they hate life. Fuck this stuck up bitches. I am NOT trying to be back in high school with petty drama and judgement. BYE

Tuesday

I am so proud of myself. I actually worked out this morning. This quarter I was able to take a yoga class and a personal fitness class. My yoga class is at 8am tuesdays and thursdays, so I decided with my personal fitness class I could just go after. Since we didn't do anything in yoga, I came home to watch The Following on netflix until 10:30 when the pilates class started. I've never taken it before but holy shit. Let me tell you, shit kicks your ass. It's almost like ballet, so unless you're used to it, it works muscles you've never thought to do with a weight machine. We mainly did abs and butt muscles today, and I thought I had like decent abdominal muslces and decent butt muscles but hell no. I was shaking so bad and I couldn't walk. Damn. I hope this class and all this working out can get my fat ass in shape. Thats all/ BYE

Snap back to reality

Fuck tits. Back in Moscow. BUT not with out an amazing story to tell. So, here is what happened. I was supposed to fly out of Orlando on Saturday to get back to Spokane on saturday night. That way I would be able to sleep in my own bed, do some laundry, see my animals, do whatever before coming down to Moscow the next day.  Well, the air lines had another plan for me. When I get to the airport, an hour and half before boarding mind you, I check my bags and the guy behind the counter hands me what I thought was my ticket and says, "this is not your boarding pass. See the person at your gate." Weird, I thought, but didn't think to much into it. I passed through security, took the railway to Southwest airlines, go up to the lady behind the counter and told her what had just happened when I checked my bag. She took the ticket thing from me and was like okay so we're over booked but I'm going to see if I can get you on. Oh fuck. I sat down and waited. And waited and waited until she finally called me over and was like "so we are currently over booked. I'm trying to find someone to give up their seats but no one is coming forward. What this means for you is that if no one is willing to give up their seat you will not be allowed on this flight and will have to fly out tomorrow." At this point I was panicked because I didm't want to be late for school, and my dad had already headed back home.

She continued on by saying, "Because we are unable to give you a seat, we will give you a check for $1300 and put you in a hotel for the night and you can leave in the morning." My mind went blank and I'm pretty sure my mouth hit the floor when she mentioned the check. I couldn't really listen after that because I felt like I was going to cry with excitement. She explained to me that its called an "involuntary dismissal" which basically means that the airline kicked you off the plane. As an incentive the airline pays four times what your ticket was but it cannot exceed $1300. I did not give a damn about missing school anymore. Hell, I just made two months of a paycheck in less than an hour! She continued on by saying how I was THE LAST person to check in. Lets refer back to the fact that I had checked in AN HOUR AND A HALF before take off. If bitches got there before me why the fuck were they there so early!? But I this point I didn't care. I was so grateful to be receiving this check. And on top of that since they were unable to find a room for me, because it was spring break and everything was full, they gave me a $100 incentive for my next flight. It expires in a year. So I had basically made $1400 by missing a flight. HELL YEAH! I called my dad and we both laughed our asses off. He could not believe it! My mom was sad that I wasn''t going to be home soon but was in awe of the amount they gave me. Either parent had a dumbfounded look on their face when they saw the check.

But the unfortunate this was that were unable to pull bags off the plane. So it had arrived in Spokane before I did. Which meant all I had were the clothes on bag and my laptop and chargers in my backpack. But fuck, I did not care! I was able to buy whatever the fuck I want! And this money can help pay for summer school as well as me being able to send in my two weeks notice earlier than expected!!!!! HOORAH FOR AIRLINES OVER BOOKING! but yeah, that was my highlight. BYE

Alcoholic

It's official, I think I am an alcoholic. I drink my sorrows away on the weekend to cope with the face that I barely have a social life and about how much I hate school and working. This past weekend I defiantly thought I did a great job of not blacking out, but as it turns out, there is a shit ton of stuff I don't remember doing/ happening. I'm kind of upset about this because when I black out, I tend to do stupid, embarrassing, raunchy things that I would NOT do sober. I am so not giving examples because they are so bad, in my opinion, but I will say I am happy spring break is upon us. I need a break from school and working. Time to do nothing in FLORIDA. Thats right baby, Florida. I am expecting humid, hot, and rainy weather,but frankly my dear, I don't give a damn.

SPRING BREAK!

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS HERE! FINALLY I AM IN FLORIDA WITH FAMILY, IN NICE FUCKING WEATHER, HAVING THE ABILITY TO SAY "OW, THIS SUNBURN HURTS" I COULD NEVER HAVE BEEN ABLE TO SAY THAT IN MOSCOW! (and yes this post is going to be in all caps because I am that excited. No need to shout in your head tho, that could get quite upsetting.) I GOT HERE ON SATURDAY AT 5 DID REALLY NOTHING BUT CATCH UP WITH MY FATHER AND HIS GIRLFRIEND. THEN SATURDAY IT WAS 80 DEGREES SO WE WENT TO THE BEACH. OH MAN IT WAS SO NICE. PERFECT BEACH WEATHER. I LEFT MY SWIM SUIT AT HOME SO I UNFORTUNATELY HAD TO TAN IN MY SPORTS BRA AND SHORTS. MIGHT I ADD THAT MY TAN LANES ARE SO BEYOND AWESOME. YES I DID GET A LITTLE RED BECAUSE I THINK I DIDN'T REAPLY THE SUNSCREEN AS OFTEN AS I SHOULD HAVE. WE WERE AT THE BEACH FO 5 HOURS, MAN I HOPE I GET ONE MORE DAY TO GO TO THE BEACH SO I CAN GET ANOTHER LEVEL OF TAN!!!!!!! TODAY WAS KINDA LAME BECAUSE IT HAS BEEN RAINING ALL DAY AND THERE WAS EVEN A TORNADO WARNING IN SOME AREAS SO WE STAYED INSIDE. IT WAS HUMOROUS BECAUSE WE ALL ON OUR LAPTOPS DOING "HOMEWORK" THEN WE ALL WENT TO THE GYM TOGETHER FOR A FAMILY WORKOUT. YEAH. NOW THAT THEY WEATHER HAS CALMED DOWN WERE GOING TO WATCH A MOVIE LATER. I DON'T KNOW WHAT MOVIE BECAUSE WHEN I WENT ONLINE TO LOOK AT TIMES I HAD LITTERALLY NEVER HEARD OF ANY OF THEM.. I NEVER HAVE TIME TO WATCH TV LET ALONE MOVIES HAHA BUT YEAH THAT'S ALL FOR NOW. bye.

Spring Break!!!

This day just needs to be over. For the past two weeks my sleep schedule has been so fucked up! No joke, I have been going to bed at 3 every night because I am doing homework and preparing for the following day. And i can gaurntee I am up at 8 the next morning getting ready for the day. I don't even want to  go to work! But I never do, thats not anything new. Yesterday I met with this eccentric old guy who woks in the ALB and revises all the business papers. He's quite the character but extremely helpful. He's very blunt and does not sugar coat anything. Which is kinda why I like him. Plus we had good conversation so he kept getting distracted. Then all night I had to go back through the paper and revise all that he corrected, then add in citation that some the group forgot. Which was actually really hard because I had no idea where the had  gotten some of their information. So based on the title of the article or book, I had to make a guestimate. I am so scared we are going to fail this paper portion and maybe not do so hot on the presentation. FUCK! well now I have to get ready for the presentation. YAY. BYE.

PRESENT

Holy poop. Im currently in the library with my business group working on our business presentation. I've already done my part. I somehow got the role of being the leader, which I hate because we have 3 Chinese students. One kid hasn't been here the whole time, but is doing his part by editing the final paper as well making the introduction and conclusion. We present on Friday and I am a so scared for our paper and our presentation in fear that I will fail. To counter act that action happening, I've been talking and getting to know my professor about the project letting him know whats going on and what not. SInce we have so many international students in our class, I feel like he will be more understanding  with the groups that have non-speaking students. Oh lawd I hope so… Only time we tell. I know they try there best but it's very difficult when you try to explain something  and they don't understand or do it at all. I don't get mad because thats rude and I hate when people do that but I have no idea what to do. I just need spring so I don't have to think and I can enjoy Florida. I am soooo looking forward to going Disney World, Universal Studios, and seeing my family. But most importantly not do anything!! WHOOO. So yeah BYE

Alcoholic

It's official, I think I am an alcoholic. This past weekend defiantly proved it. When I drink, I drink to much causing myself to black out even though I've stopped consuming alcohol a while before it happened. I thought I didm't black out this weekend but as it turns out, there is a shit ton of stuff I don't remember doing/happening. Much has to do with talk to people and that scares me because I say stupid shit when I am inebriated like that. As do most drunks but it's still scary. I like to send snap chats when I'm drunk and I sent some to my co-workers, obviously don't remember doing it, but it raised some concern that they're giving me an intervention. It kind of happened today at work because Anthony was kind of giving me a lecture about what my reputation on campus would be as "that girl" by everyone. It made me think about because I never really thought anybody would remember me or recognize me, but this last weekend a few people did from past parties I attended and did stupid stuff. So yeah, I am so happy spring break is here where I can be with family, keep a low profile, and let everyone do their thing and forget about me. I am however going to tone down the drinking. It's taking a toll on my body and is flat out making me do stupid shit. So yeah, I say this all the time but maybe this time will be true. BYE

Vandal Friday

So for Vandal Friday, the majority of in house girls have to have someone stay with them. I stayed with Delta Zeta last year and had a lot of fun! It helped persuade me to make the choice go DZ versus Pi Beta Phi. And because of that I was so looking forward to doing the same thing this year, but big shocker here, I have to fucking work. I requested friday off but one of the older ladies has paid vacation time that same weekend. However I am very fortunate enough to have all of spring break off so I can go down to Florida to visit my dad. I am very conflicted because I wanted that off but then again I am happy I got SB off. HOWEVER, once I return from SB, I work everyday except for monday! That means I cannot participate in ANY greek week activities. THAT is what I am most upset about. I miss everything fun we do, or supposed to do. I feel as if my entire freshmen year is going to be memories of me doing homework or fucking work. I am so pissed off. My goal for next year is to make enough money over the summer and have a lot more scholarships so I won't have to work as much as this year. I also want to study abroad in Denmark my second semester but we shall see how that goes. At this rate I feel as if I'll be stressed out all four years of college, with barely any "fun" memories. so yeah, BYE.

Phi Delt

So we have our rose ball this saturday and one of the girls in my sorority knows I have a crush on one of the older guys in Phi Delta Theta. So since her boyfriend happens to be one of his close friends she asked him for me. He said he would but we've seriously only talked like 2 times. He's a very quiet guy, reserved kind of guy and the only reason I have a crush on him is because he's literally tall, dark, and so freaking handsome. He's about 6 foot, of Arab decent, and fit like a mother fucking god. Good lord he is good to look at. However prior to her asking him for me, I had a back up date from a friend at work. I asked him if he would go with me if I couldn't find anyone because he to is tall and very handsome. Plus he's a fun guy who I know I would have a good time with and be a complete idiot around because we sometimes have random dance offs whenever we see each other. Plus he has a girlfriend and I wouldn't have to worry about him making moves or anything like that. And now that I am going with this new guy, I am afraid everything is going to be awkward and not fun, so we'll see how it goes. BYE.

Life

I feel like all I do on here is rant about how stressed out I am and how much I hate my life. Not going to lie thats how I feel about everything now-a-days. I work 32 hours a week, making it very limited for me to have free time, and in that "free time" all I do is homework. Specifically math. Fuck that class, fuck polya, and any other demonic class that requires so much god damn time from your day to do the same fucking repetitive problem. God I really want to talk to my advisor to see if I can with draw from that class and take a different one that would still fulfill my required math credit. Seriously, that class really fucking stresses me out. The past two quizzes I have done horrible on! This last week I fucking couldn't get higher than a 67% I have no idea how the hell I am supposed to pass this class when all I can think about is killing myself! FUCK POLYA!! I hate the way the class is structured, is does not help me at all! And have the time the people who are supposed to help you, DONT'! FUCK POLYA!!!! kay, thats all BYE

hmm its tuesday

Today i had only one class and then went to work, work was dumb people kept coming in right before we closed, it was irritating. Then i came home and decided to work on more math, then my room mate came home and she had to do her math too, i had to help her. I am so exhausted and tomorrow will be another long day, have class all day then an  8 hr work day after that. i am frustrated because i have a 10 page research paper due soon and i dont know what to write as a proposal, and my teacher grades hard. oh well hopefully i will do well. this semester has been a lot harder than my first one, i want to get good grades but with working 30 + hrs a week, doing sorority stuff, and school stuff it is a lot on my plate. hopefully it will get easier, but probably not. i need to find ways to become less stressed.

Monday...worst day ever

So today I had three classes back to back. After that I had to go to the polya lab to do math which i do not understand what so ever, and its frustrating to do that plus all my other classes. After that i went to the gym to release all the stress i had. Then i had to hurry home to get ready for chapter, then chapter thinking it would only take an hour decided to take two hours. And before i knew chapter would take this long i was going to go ask a guy to formal, but it was too late and i was exhausted. After chapter I did more math, and then decided to go get ice cream with my friend Rachel. We went to Baskin Robbins, then she took me to my boyfriends, where i waited for him for 2 hrs because he was in the library doing homework. Finally he comes back and then we talk and hangout. oh also in the time i was waiting for him I wanted to do more homework, but was unable due to my laptop being dead.

BUSY BEE

Lately I feel like I have no down time. I am always on the go with either work, school, sorority, just life in general. Plus last semester seemed so much easier compared to now. All my classes are kicking my ass and I have anxiety that I am going to fail, lose my scholarships, be forced to move back home, and become a drop out reject. Cool. I try so hard to do my best but it seems to fall short. For example, last night I was trying to do my math quiz and the highest I could score was a 73% because then the internet shut down all around campus. Awesome. Everything is just stressful and faking a smilie is getting real old. I just want to be down with these stupid pre-reques and actually do stuff for my major. Like, when the hell am I going to be doing pre-calc in marketing or public relations?! It's a waste of time and money. I sincerely wish I had done running start my senior year, that way I could be at sophomore standing. LAME. Ugh, plus I still have my business paper to finalize, and this week for math is 62 questions. I sincerely hate how much time it takes just to do 15 questions. Like I have to carve out at least 3 hours JUST for math. It should not be that high! Every damn day! Sometimes I feel like dropping out but then I remember what the end goal is and how much I would have to pay off at a minimum wage job, and that doesn't sound appealing at all. so yeah, thats my rant. BYE.

Work out!

TIME TO GET SOWLE! (as the kids call it these days) I didn't even know that word existed until the middle of last semester. I am trying super hard to get into the gym more because I am going to Florida for spring break and I really want my body to be somewhat in shape. I don't really eat right so I need to change that, but at least I kill myself while I'm at the gym. Today I did legs with a friend of mine, and thank god I have someone to do it with. She doesn't normally do weights but thats what I love to do, I hate cardio. We went after work which is always nice, but I couldn't stay long because I had to get my math done before midnight and I had no idea how long it would take me to do it. Turns out it took me only an hour. but i only got a 92% on it because of how freaking difficult it is. Shit, this semester is really going to kill. But I found out that I have two A's in classes I thought I was failing in. Plus my business class I have a C, I need our group to do amazing on our presentation so I can get a great mid term grade for that class. FML, everything sucks. But i'm sure I can get it done because I somehow managed to do it last semester, so we shall see… So yeah, BYE.

Weekend roundup ?

So to clarify, the reason I didn't post for Friday was because I was sick all Thursday night and friday morning. I posted for thursday in the morning and by night time, I was puking my guts out. I really don't know what happened. I went to the gym after work at around 9, saw one of my co workers and was some how got on the topic of dinner. So after both of us were done working out he drove me back to his place and cooked me dinner. It was really kind of him to do so, plus it was fantastic. He's an amazing cook! It was fish, rice, and asparagus! SO good! But once I was done eating I started getting a migraine and when I get those I start to puke from the pain. I have about an hour time frame from once it starts to when hell begins. The reason I know this so acutely is because I've been getting them since second grade. They begin with me seeing spots, then everything turns white and I can't see, then I can see and my head starts pounding and I want to take a nail gun to my temples because it feels like there is pressure build up and the only way for it to end is for me to stop it completely. I felt really bad but he kindly drove me home when I told him I didn't feel good. When I entered my room I shut all the lights off, took out my contacts, let down my hair, took some Excederin (the best pain reliever I have taken), and tried to fall asleep so I could escape the pain. The past few times this method worked, and it kind of did this time but I work up with a throbbing headache and I climbed down my bed to vomit. The fish wasn't so good coming back up. I inevitably laid down on my roommates bed (thank god she wasn't home) This process lasted all night long and into the morning. I had vomit on my hair, and a wet cloth on my face. My first class was at 10:30 am on friday and I was really hoping to make it but every time I sat up the room was spinning and I felt super queasy. I called my work at 11:30 and told them how I was feeling and they were really nice about letting me call in sick. I spent the rest of the day sleeping with no lights on, drinking water only, and around 3 finally eating a slice of bread. Thats how my friday night was spent to because I had to work saturday at 8am. So yeah thats all for now. BYE

Swing Dancing

Wednesday night a bunch of us collectively decided to go swing dancing at C.j's. I have never been all year but have nothing but good things about it thus far. I had to pay in $3 50 cents in pennies, 5 quarters, and 3 dimes. Needless to say the bouncer hated me. He stamped my hand after he counted and was like "kay go." My bad dude I'm a broke college student. I'm that poor. its sad I know. Any way, once I was clear, that place was packed! There were so many people, even WSU kids were there it was crazy. It was fun watching people who knew what they were doing, it was also a tad scary because some of those lifts look deadly, mixed with those girls who wore spiked heals…. Recipe for a potential disaster. Thankfully, they all knew what they were doing and no one was hurt. I danced with a few friends of mine that I saw there. I'm not very good, I only know a few moves, but they were thankfully able to teach me. Some guys from AGR I know were there and I last time I saw them I had a lot of beer. The one that I have crush on was one of them and I couldn't stop looking at him. He's so cute. It took me forever to dance with him. He never asked me so I had to work my way over to him to get him to ask me. It worked we did, and it was fun. We were about to leave but then we saw one of the guys get hard core rejected from this bitch. We all felt bad so I went up to him asking him to dance. He didn't know how to dance either so we just talked mainly. He's freaking tall! He said he was on the basketball team here at Idaho, lives in the LLCs, blah blah blah, told me not mess with Suki or Perrion cause there basically bad news bears. He was sweet yet awkward. After the song we left and came home. I went to bed at midnight aging and old myself I would wake up at 7 and go to the gym. That defiantly did not happen. But I got a lot of homework done instead. SO yeah, thats all. BYE

Tuesday catch up

Tuesday was pretty substantially typical. Wake up, go to my one class, then go to woke, close by myself. HOWEVER, this tuesday we had a social with Pike! It started at 7, when I was at work, but there was like an after party thing at one of guys' house. When I got there at 8 the game night was still going on. It didn't count though because it had to end around 8:30 for cru. I was still able to play a few rounds of some sort of apples to apples replica. I've never played that game but I can't…. Oh wait its cards against humanity.. That was the game we played. I randomly just remembered that. Anywho, so I played a few rounds on that then it had to end and a bunch of us went over to someones' house to hang out and drink. I told myself I wasn't going to drink because I am currently taking some medicine, so I just carried around a flask to make it seem like I was. It worked until we started playing drinking games. I didm't drink from the flask, just put my lips on it, stopped the drink with my tounge as I tipped it back. I randomly started taking a few sips of it. Like realllllllllllllllllyyyyyy small ones. I was freaking out that I was going to die so then I started drinking water and pretended to be drunk because at this point in the night everyone else was. The Pike party was a lot of fun. The guys are pretty chill and super nice. They called a DD for us and he took us home around 11:30. When we got back home, we were knocking on doors to find someone to take us to Taco Bell. Midnight munchies right? Fourth Meal? Yeah, I had a quesadilla. It was a good night. Not to mention I had a test at 9:30. It was for math and I'm pretty sure I only missed one question. So yeah. thats all for now. BYE

Weekend

This past three day weekend was unlike the last one. I was actually able to go home! I worked saturday night until 7 and my mom drove all the way from Spokane just to pick me up, only to turn around and drive right back. Mom of the year. We were supposed to go to dancing but we were both extremely tired so we just went home and went to bed. Then on sunday we went shopping. Keep in mind that I have not gone shopping since september. So when I was able to have a whole day, 6 hours to be exact, I dropped dime. I fucking earned it to. I worked three jobs last semester, volunteered and school. Dammit I was gonna shop. But in my defense, everything I bought had some sort of deal/sale. I bought a shirt for $3. It was awesome. Also, while at the mall, it just so happened to be a Deer Park fucking reunion. I saw so many people from high school, it was so weird. As I was shopping around my mom was informed that the mall closes at 6 and it was currently 5:55. We still had stuff on hold at JcPenny's, so we had to sprint and buy all the clothes. I was a process because the computer wasn't working and they couldn't find my moms account and I felt bad because they had to re-do the whole store. Which I completely understand from working at tri-state. But since it took so long the lady was nice enough to give me 15% discount, so the grand total was $98. And considering how much I had, was a fucking great ass deal. Plus all the other shit I had gotten, I spent barely $200. I didn't even break my budget. After that we went to dinner at The Onion, a hella bomb place in Spokane. My waiter was fucking hot! Like tall, black, handsome, and built! UGH! sexy. I gave him my number but he hasn't texted me and thats okay haha. Once dinner ended we went home and I went to a friends house around 930ish to catch up and talk about life. They go UW and SFCC, so we haven't seen each other in a long ass time. I left around midnight and went to bed because I was meeting another friend for coffee in the morning. It was great to catch  up and see old friends. I miss them. I miss the old memories I had with them, and I can't wait to make new memories this summer.

Last minute post

I probably should've posted this morning versues right now before I leave for work. But for some reason the fates of the earth had me up at 7 am in pain. So I had to wait until the student health clinic opened at 8. Not to mention I had my first exam at 10:30 this morning as well. I'm not going to say what it was of because it's very personal. But the exam was just as awkward as you could imagine. And while I was waiting, I tried to study as much as possible. Once the doctor figured out what was wrong he gave me a prescription that I had to start taking right away. It's bad for me to take anti-bitotics because I am allergic to practically all of them. It's very bad. But hopefully these won't kill me, or make me throw up. After I got my prescription I still had an hour, so I went to the Admin building for some sisters brew (yum) They had warned me that the pills would give leave a metallic taste in my mouth for a while. They were not wrong. It was utterly distasteful. I almost threw away my coffee it was so bad. But twenty minutes later it was gone. So I kept the coffee. I took the exam, hopefully I did decent. I was shooting for an A, but I think I might have gotten a low B or high C. I really need a good grade on this to boost my grade in the class. Currently I am eating sushi from 6th street market place and I hope that I won't regret this later. I have to leave to go to work now so yeah. BYE

Stressed

To damn much. School, work, homework, social life? Way to much to handle. Im failing my business class because of the two quizzes. It's stupid. I hate my life. So damn much to handle. I need to study for this class but I also have fucking math to deal with and nothing freaks me out more than the thought of failing two classes. I am serisouly so stressed out about everything. Im happy that I am leaving this weekend to go home but it also further stresses me out because I need to get everything done now. Ugh, plus it freaks me out to think about next years classes and how in the hell I'm going to pass those. The only thing that motivates me is thinking about my career. But for now I am so scared and panicked about failing all my classes and everything else. I want to have social life and not have to be stressed about making money. But I guess thats the real world for you. Learn every day and only to grow from what you have experienced. Ugh! so thats all. BYE

Did you know?

Both Nike and Coke are responding internally: Coke uses water-conservation technologies and Nike is using more synthetic material that is less dependent on weather conditions. At Davos and in global capitals, the companies are also lobbying governments to enact environmentally friendly policies.

But the ideas are a tough sell in countries like China and India, where cheap coal-powered energy is lifting the economies and helping to raise millions of people out of poverty. Even in Europe, officials have begun to balk at the cost of environmental policies: On Wednesday, the European Union scaled back its climate change and renewable energy commitments, as high energy costs, declining industrial competitiveness and a recognition that the economy is unlikely to rebound soon caused European policy makers to question the short-term economic trade-offs of climate policy.

Article from my business class. I thought it was a bit interesting. Not this part but the whole article as well. It mainly talks about how Coca-cocla and other companies are having to adapt to the climate change. so yeah, something to think about . BYE

DEXTER

I am currently watching Dexter on netflix while writing this. I just started watching tho show and I am in love with it. It's twisted, creepy, and best of all, psychotic. I love shows like these because the main characters lead a double. Like Dexter, he plays mister good guy, but loves to kill people. Kind of like Peter Bateman in American Psycho. Also love that movie. I had to watch it for my ISEM. I should probably do my math quiz instead of netflix, but Dexter is to good to pass up. Further more, after analyzing my business grade, I really need to pay better attention on what to study for on the study guide. I do study but for the past two quizzes I have studied the wrong material and have gotten an F. We have our first exam on friday and I really need to get an A on it. FML. It just gets harder from here. I have to take summer classes to of set me taking 20 credits a semester in order to graduate on time. Further more, I need to get in shape or hit the gym. I want to try out to be on the cheer team but I so not in shape. But if I do try out and somehow make the team, then I would not be able to study abroad. So I have no idea what I want to do with my life. I need to hit the gym sometime tomorrow though. Hopefully tomorrow, probably not but thats okay. No it's not actually. Now I am just killing time/words while paying attention to Dexter. Okay i feel like this is 100 words,so yeah. BYE

Friday

I woke up at 740am so I can get and early start on my laundry because I have neglected to do it for so long and I am starting to run out of clothes. It took a lot for me to leave my bed and run my clothes upstairs to the laundry room.  It was I got back to my hall that I started to wake up because I was doing lunges down the hall. When I got back to my room I did some abdominal work out outs and push-ups. Now I am some what awake. I still need to find time to do/finish my math homework, start on a project for my ISEM, and start my oral conference for my ENVS class. I am a bit of a procrastinator. Kinda. I like to get my stuff done but I also work a lot so I only accomplish about one subject per night because I also like my sleep. OH! I also have to send in a scholarship due by the 15th of February. Hmmm, I'll probably do that next while I wait for my laundry to be done. BYE.

No Idea

I have no idea how people remember to write on here everyday. I completely forgot to do it yesterday so I am making up for both right now. Yesterday was a hell of a day. I thought I lost my Vandal card before I left and I had to get to a meeting so I had to leave without it. Thankfully, after I got breakfast at starbucks, my roommate was home after her lab and let me in. We looked in one of the drawers, moved my makeup bag, and what do we see? my vandal card. Awesome. From there we went to class together, because we have the same ISEM, took a quiz about a movie we paid no attention to and reading we forgotten about. Awesome. Went to work all fine and dandy and then for some reason I walked in on a lady in the fitting room. I have never done that and thankfully the lady was fully dressed putting the clothes back on the hanger. But by the end of the day I was $8 away from breaking $1,000! I was so pissed. We work off of commission and hitting a grand is an extra $20 on your paycheck. When I got home I watched the winter olympics and worked on my final draft. And that was my entire day. BYE.

Red Scare

I kind of hate group projects in college because I feel like I know no one in any of my classes and when we do have projects it's really awkward. Everyone is in there own little group, knowing all whose around them, and then there is me sitting in the back not knowing anyone. Then when the teacher assigns groups you have to awkwardly walk around trying to find whose in your group, when a convenient time for everyone to meet, try and get to know each other. It's slightly annoying. For my ISEM class we are assigned a group for the whole semester to work on projects and what not. Also, in my business class we are assigned groups for the whole semester as well. Only problem with that is the people in my group are from some asian country who don't speak english, one of the guys doesn't even show up to class, so it's up to this other girl and I to get everything organized. Yay us. But for now that is all because I have to get up early and go to the student accounts office for financial aid stuff. BYE.

Unorthadox

I have no idea why I chose that title because it is completely irrelevant to this post. Any who, the reason  I didn't post yesterday was because at my work we had to to inventory, which lasted from 7am to 10pm. There was a lot of shit in that store. So I came home, took a shower and went to bed. But I am writing one now so I hope this makes up for it.
This morning I woke up at 7 due to my mom texting me saying how much me she missed me. It was kind but I could't fall back asleep, so i decided to get ready early and head to the polya lab until my class at 12:30. It sucked because while I was at polya, I took the quiz about 5 times and the highest grade I got was 50% and I need a 60 to take the test. I am so dead for this math class. I am so scared for. Everything else is fine and dandy.Work was fine pretty steady to say the least. My big came in to see me and we talked for like an hour about life and everything. I love our talks, were slowly becoming closer and I love it. But as I mentioned in a previous post, he's leaving me to go play rugby in Georgia. Oh well, thats all for now. BYE.

Study

Currently I am studying for my business quiz that is in two hours. You might be asking why I am studying now and that would be because I neglected much of my homework until last night. Once I got off work I started studying for it but then I remembered that I also have a lot of reading to do in English, so I figured I would go that route. This post is particularly boring because it's still in the morning time, I have just woken up, and nothing exciting has happened just yet. My todays to do list involves passing my quiz, which by the way is not multiple choice I have to define every answer, do whatever needs to be done in english, environmental science blah, then proceed to work for 6 hours after that. So exciting. But yesterday at work my stalker came back in, so I texted one of sisters and they came in to protect and they also got to experience how creepy he was. They to noticed that he would linger around items that were close to me and how he kept looking over my way. At one point one of them went to look at some yoga pants and right when she left he gave me a weird smile and started making his way over to me. Thankfully another customer started talking to me, which made him stop but then my friend came back over and was like did you see that?! Hell yeah I did! They were both there for about an hour until she had to leave and he left soon after. Nothing good happened after that it was just lame ass work. So thats all for now. BYE.

Update

I was so busy yesterday I neglected to post, oops. I had two dates and a COB event along with a workout and homework. It was weird to actually have a life. I also discovered that on my days off I will ALWAYS say yes because I feel like I have so much free time I need to fill it up, which is why I was so busy. The first date I had was with my friend C.J at Theta Chi for a date dash which was fun, then at 7 I had a date with a co-worker for sushi and it was so bomb! I love sushi and have not had any in a LONG ass time. Like, a first world problem long time. The COB event, a girl in my english class came to see what a sorority was like and she really liked it, I hope she joins but I'm afraid Kirsten pushed to hard for her to join so it won't happen. We need 6 people to sign housing contracts so our house can start being built. It's so annoying and so now I'm conflicted to live in vs live out but I plan on going abroad to either Norway, Denmark, or The Netherlands because it'd be super cheap and possibly less expensive than going here. But if I live out how am I going to find someone to cover my lease? Versus if I live in I feel like I'd be set. So I have my plan set that spring of 2015 will be spent in Europe and then spring or 2016 will be hopefully spent in an internship someplace.  Thats all that has happened to me so far. BYE

Stalker At Work

So at work today a costumer came in, as usual, but this one tends to lean more toward the creepy-stalker-go-run-and-hide kind of costumer. He's been in twice before. The first time was harmless, I helped him with a jacket and to find some pants but we didn't have his size so we had to transfer them up from a different store. No big deal, I told him we'll call when they're in, I asked for his name and number, I write it down and he is then shocked that I spelt his name right. "Amir" is not that hard to spell. All find and dandy right? WRONG. Homeboy comes in about two days later with a friend looking a P.O.S like he had just rolled out of bed. He approaches me when he finally finds me and asks if I remember him. Duh I do you were in two days ago. He asks if his pants are in yet and I asked if we had called him because I hadn't remembered seeing his name earlier that day. He said we had not and that we was just wondering. Side note, I hate when people do this because we specifically tell WE WILL CALL YOU, there IS a reason for it! Any who, I check the closet and big shocker, it's not there. He proceeds to ask when they will be in (mind you he's like blocking the door way to closet) and I tell him just as before, about a week we'll call you were in they're in. He then banters about how he doesn't have his voicemail set and how I should just text him when they're in. I proceed to awkwardly laugh in his face and scurry away. He continues to stroll around the clothing department, seemingly following me. He buys nothing than leaves. TODAY, his pants finally come in and I hear my manager on the phone leave him a voicemail say "Tatiana or myself will be here…" My heart stopped when she said that. WHY ON EARTH WOULD YOU SAY MY NAME?! She said it was fine and than she joked about how I was Tristates' "latest hot piece" (awkward thank you) He calls back around 630 and tells Sarah, my co-worker, that he'll be in in an about half an hour. Awesome she's off at 7 and I close by myself. He creepily tries on everything and is giving me creepy smiles. I literally hid and almost cried at one point I was so scared! The only good thing was that he bought almost $200 worth of clothes so I got the sales for it. But I'm not sure if that makes up for him being creepy. Anway thats all for now. BYE

Update

Per my last post, the point of that was to flow into how my first boy big and I went on our first big-little date! It was so nice to hang out with him and get to know him. We have a lot in common and I'm really upset it took us this long to start hanging out with each now. Of course, after this semester he's going to Georgia because he got a scholarship to play rugby, which I'm so proud of him! He's super in shape and makes me want to keep the "sexy" legacy going on. We told each some secrets which bonded us together, so we always have that. But that was a while ago that it happened and I forgot to post on monday so I'll tell you about how I accomplished so much on my day off! I was able to go to Polya and finish my time, go for a run plus some abs, work on fafsa stuff, chapter, pledging ceremony, candle pass, Jamms with some of my sisters, and some more math plus ENVS homework. I am currently writing this at the last moment while I watch The Bride of Frankenstien for my ISEM class tomorrow at noon. This post is shorter than usually so, you're welcome? Well I think I hit 100 words so thats all. I have work tomorrow and homework, yay. BYE

Big Brother

So since many of you are unfamiliar with greek life, and probably don't agree with it, I'll try my best to define everything I am about to explain in this post. In greek life you get a "big" once you join and the following year you get a "little." As a big they are supposed to guide their "little" and mentor them with anything in their life.  Going deeper that than that, I also have two boy bigs. This is the less formal side of receiving a big. In your sorority/fraternity (yes boys get Bigs and Littles to, I did not know this either) you are given a little through a process that matches you up with someone who shares the same interests as you and possibly has the same major. My big is in the business program, much like myself, but I'm nor sure if we have the same interest, we haven't really talked that deep yet. Back on to the subject of boy bigs, this is much less formal, and supposed to be underground. You get a boy big for several reasons; you hang out at a certain fraternity a lot and start to hang out with a guy you strictly see as a friend, or you gain one due to alcohol consumption. I gained both of my bigs in each way. The first one we were at his fraternity partying and as it started to die down, we started to talk some more. Until the next week I kept thinking how he would make a great big brother, and I was right. That following weekend, something dramatic happened and he was there to talk me through it and thats when I asked him the big question "Will you be my big brother?" To celebrate we had a designated driver, yes we were obviously being responsible, drive us to the Moscow Bagel Shop at 2 in the morning. As for my second big, that happened because I hung out at his fraternity a lot (I'll clarify know that they are in separate fraternities and the first one doesn't know about my second one, whoops) and we got along really well. His girlfriend even asked me to be his little because she "highly approves" of me and doesn't think I'd want to make out with him. Which is true, I don't for either of them. Even though you're not supposed to be sexually attracted to your big but sometimes incest happens, and i am making it point for it NOT to happen. All are friend zoned. There was a point to this post I swear, but it's getting to long now so I shall leave it as a cliff hanger for tomorrow. BYE.

Roommates

As of recently,  I have been looking for roommates to live with next year. I know this is odd considering I live in a sorority, but I want to live in my own place with my own room and get to know other people. Also, living in is super expensive and would like to have my car down here next year so I am able to go home. So as a result of this thinking, I put an add on Craigslist asking for new roommates. I know, sketchy right? Well, at first it was, but then I had serious inquiries about roommates but unfortunately most of them were looking for roommates this semester versus next year. Luckily, a few days a girl messaged me in the same boat wanting a place with a few people because she's a transfer student and doesn't know anyone. We met today for coffee and I really like her. She doesn't seem crazy or anything, and she doesn't like to party a lot so thats good. We really did have a lot in common but we both agreed to meet a few more times before we set anything in stone so we can get to know each other a bit better. We both are looking for atleast another roommate, I'm hoping for 2 guys so it won't be a house full of girls, and so we can get a house and a dog. I feel like if this does work out it'll be a good situation. Plus, then my junior year if my grades a good enough, I can live in the new house. Thats about the most exciting thing that has happened to me so we'll see how it goes(: BYE

Three Day Weekends

I love three day weekends. They're the best thing in the entire world. Plus, I don't have to work today so I have absolutely no responsibilities. This entire week I have had such a blast meeting new people and making new friends. I live it up now because once the semester gets going I won't be having much of a social life I feel like. But back to my weekend, an old friend from high school came down to Moscow saturday to see what a fraternity was like (he works for the oil rigs in North Dakota). It was good to see an old face, plus he said he had a great time and wants to come down next weekend. However a few people didn't like him because sometimes he comes off as "I'm better than" as they put it. Which I can see because he's a 6 foot beautiful man god with ocean blue eyes. tan skin, and ENORMOUSLY buff. He's always been so dang attractive, his entire family is, and thats why I've always had a crush on him since 5th grade. Normally crushes last a few years and go away. No, not mine. Mine has grown into a whole new spectrum and every time I see him/hear his name being mentioned, my heart melts down into my toes and I become this little school girl who can't stop smiling or looking at him when he's near. Now your probably wondering why I invited him down or why I haven't told him or blah blah blah. Well, there are many reasons such as, I dated his former best friend back in high school, he's always had some type of fling with another girl, and I am just to scared to flat out say that I really like him because I'm afraid I'll lose a friendship or I'll shatter the illusion and hype Ive built up for the past 8 years only to find out he's not all that I had dreamed about. Which is the scariest reason of them all. And in hyne sight (not sure if I spelt that right) knowing him as a person, he participates in some shady stuff so I don't know if I could handle that. So yeah, he's just really nice to look at.
He was the highlight of my weekend but another mildly attractive guy asked for number at work and wants to hang out. I don't understand why he asked for it because I was looking so unattractive with barely any makeup and an incoming zit right on my chin. But yeah, he didn't give me a creepy vibe plus he's a junior here and on the track team which is super impressive. Depending on how much I get of my homework completed maybe I'll hang out with him. Thats a lll for now. BYE.

I am not entirely sure how this works, but I sure do hope this counts. Here goes the cliche first-day-of-school post about my class/day. It started at 8 am because I had to go to the book store and pick up my Math 143 book and access code. My first class, which was math, was at 9:30am. I just transferred into that class three days so I could be with my some of my sorority sisters. Originally it was on thursday. From there I went to my Business 190 class in the ALB which started at 10:30 am. It was a bit of struggle because I had originally planned to take geology at the time, which I had told one of my other sisters. She sent me a text wanting to walk to class together, I obviously agreed with her, forgetting that I had switched my classes and hadn't told her. So I found myself walking in around the ALB looking for her telling her I am by the classroom 201 where our business class is. Once I mentioned the class she told me she was talking about geology. It was an "ah hah!" moment then we hung up and went to class. While in my business class, I became super excited for the upcoming semester and all the projects we were going to be doing in groups. The teacher explained that since the original IBC program was ending after this semester, they had broken it up over the course of four years instead of just one. For the record, there are about 4 kids I know in that class which makes me really stoked because last year I knew no one, and that scared me. After business I went to my English 102 class at 11:30 am. You obviously know what happen there. I recognized a few people from the tower and some from partying I think. A certain name was called that made me cringe, I could not believe that f@*$er was in my class! But I thank God he wasn't there, forever crossing my fingers he switched. Or dropped out of college. That class had me cutting my ENVS class pretty darn close! When I got to the lecture hall it was PACKED. A line of us stood in the back open mouthed at the fact that there were so few open seats left. Luckily I found in the VERY back of the room. As the syllabus was being passed out he told us  the requirements for the class and what it takes to pass. At this point in the day, I am freaking out internally. 20 hour work weeks, school, sorority, gym, social life? FM to the freaking L. Plus, this teacher also told us that where we sat today would be the assigned seat for the entire semester! What the heck, dude! I get one of shittiest seats in the whole room! But thats how he checks attendance, so I guess it makes sense. Then he mentioned he wanted to take our picture so he could makes names to faces because he likes to do that." Uhhh, creepy much?" I muttered and the guy next to me agreed. I am in a row of three so we got out stuff done and quickly walked up to the front of the lecture to turn in the whatever we had to fill in and have our picture being taken. Once they had taken my photo I was trying to figure out the best way to leave, seeing as all the aisle were packed with students trying to do the same as I. It was then that I head an oh so familiar voice call out the nickname she has for me. Yet again another sorority sister! Plus I saw one of Theta Chi friends in in line as well! MORE STUDY BUDDIES! We chatted a bit then I had to scurry on out cause I had to pee like no other. Once that was accomplished, the time was about 1:30 and I was starving so I grabbed a bite to eat in the commons, went to polya for exactly 18 minutes, came home to do some stuff for english, went to the gym with another sorority sister, came home from that and finally just finished 10 problems of math (kill me), and now writing this, which is obviously more than 100 words but I have a lot to say. Now I am going to take a shower and get ready to go hang out with some friends because I do not have class until 12:15 tomorrow and work after til 8. So year, I have no idea how to close this. BYE