Alcoholic

It's official, I think I am an alcoholic. I drink my sorrows away on the weekend to cope with the face that I barely have a social life and about how much I hate school and working. This past weekend I defiantly thought I did a great job of not blacking out, but as it turns out, there is a shit ton of stuff I don't remember doing/ happening. I'm kind of upset about this because when I black out, I tend to do stupid, embarrassing, raunchy things that I would NOT do sober. I am so not giving examples because they are so bad, in my opinion, but I will say I am happy spring break is upon us. I need a break from school and working. Time to do nothing in FLORIDA. Thats right baby, Florida. I am expecting humid, hot, and rainy weather,but frankly my dear, I don't give a damn.