I love three day weekends. They're the best thing in the entire world. Plus, I don't have to work today so I have absolutely no responsibilities. This entire week I have had such a blast meeting new people and making new friends. I live it up now because once the semester gets going I won't be having much of a social life I feel like. But back to my weekend, an old friend from high school came down to Moscow saturday to see what a fraternity was like (he works for the oil rigs in North Dakota). It was good to see an old face, plus he said he had a great time and wants to come down next weekend. However a few people didn't like him because sometimes he comes off as "I'm better than" as they put it. Which I can see because he's a 6 foot beautiful man god with ocean blue eyes. tan skin, and ENORMOUSLY buff. He's always been so dang attractive, his entire family is, and thats why I've always had a crush on him since 5th grade. Normally crushes last a few years and go away. No, not mine. Mine has grown into a whole new spectrum and every time I see him/hear his name being mentioned, my heart melts down into my toes and I become this little school girl who can't stop smiling or looking at him when he's near. Now your probably wondering why I invited him down or why I haven't told him or blah blah blah. Well, there are many reasons such as, I dated his former best friend back in high school, he's always had some type of fling with another girl, and I am just to scared to flat out say that I really like him because I'm afraid I'll lose a friendship or I'll shatter the illusion and hype Ive built up for the past 8 years only to find out he's not all that I had dreamed about. Which is the scariest reason of them all. And in hyne sight (not sure if I spelt that right) knowing him as a person, he participates in some shady stuff so I don't know if I could handle that. So yeah, he's just really nice to look at.
He was the highlight of my weekend but another mildly attractive guy asked for number at work and wants to hang out. I don't understand why he asked for it because I was looking so unattractive with barely any makeup and an incoming zit right on my chin. But yeah, he didn't give me a creepy vibe plus he's a junior here and on the track team which is super impressive. Depending on how much I get of my homework completed maybe I'll hang out with him. Thats a lll for now. BYE.
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